This is where my journey begins.

Welcome to my blog—a space where I share my experiences as a 41-year-old woman with DID, navigating life with, and sometimes without, the assistance of my alters. Each day is an exploration, a lesson, and a step toward understanding.
Join me as I figure things out, embrace my identity, and create a life filled with artistry, self-discovery, and personal empowerment. I hope my journey inspires and resonates with you. I'm glad you're here to be a part of my story.

Inside Bettie Ripper: A Journey of Self-Discovery

I cherish the times when my art felt like an extension of myself, when the colors flowed effortlessly, reflecting emotions I couldn’t put into words. I hold onto the memories of laughter, the connections with others who understood without explanation, and the strength I found in navigating life with DID.Every memory—whether joyful, painful, or transformative—has contributed to who I am today. And for that, I am grateful.

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Inside Bettie Ripper: A Journey of Self-Discovery

Welcome to my world. Here, I share my life as a 41-year-old college student navigating the complexities of living with DID. Some days, my alters guide me; other days, I walk the path alone.Art is my escape—acrylic pouring, the fluid dance of color, the way it mirrors life’s unpredictability. And then there’s my spiritual journey, embracing my identity as a satanic witch, finding power in knowledge, ritual, and self-awareness.This blog is my space to explore, learn, and grow. If you’re here, maybe you’re on your own path of discovery too. Wherever you are, I hope my journey brings inspiration, understanding, and a bit of chaos—because that’s life, and that’s beautiful.

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About Inside Bettie Ripper

Inside Bettie Ripper began as a way to document the experiences of a woman living with Dissociative Identity Disorder. As a blog, it offers a personal and dedicated look into her life, sharing her journey and insights with others. Bettie's approach is rooted in authenticity and a desire to connect, providing a unique perspective on DID.

Apps I Use Everyday

  • 365 Gratitude
  • Me+Planner
  • JustFit
  • Calm
  • Spotify
  • Libby

Practicing gratitude, staying on top of my to do list, keeping fit, practicing mindfulness, and getting out of my head with music or an audiobook is how I maintain my day-to-day sanity.

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